New Blog Updated
For those of you who keep up with this blog... I am changing blog locations. My domain name is now updated and ready for Macedonia! Woo hoo! So, from here on out go to ginnafay.com.
Let the packing begin!
18 days until I leave for Virginia!
I officially started packing today. I have thought long and hard about how to pack for 2 years. I have come to the conclusion that with or without stuff, I will be just fine. This way of thinking has lifted the stress of forgetting something. I will just do what the Macedonians do. "To the Macedonians, become a Macedonian, to win the Macedonians." Isn't that the point of going?
1 Corinthians 9: 19-23 - Though I am free and belong to no man, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible. To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), so as to win those under the law. To those not having the law I became like one not having the law (though I am not free from God's law but am under Christ's law), so as to win those not having the law. To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some. I do all this for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in its blessings.
The past few days have been very productive as far as preparation goes. I'm almost through with my reading assignments for Virginia and have gotten a good jump on my paper. I've begun the Visa process. Did an interview for the commissioning service at Brook Hills, and lastly, I started packing! Praise the Lord!
A few more notes... ginnafay.com will be revamped soon! That will be my official Macedonia update blog. I bought a new camera which will aid in some fun video updates from the field. I am super excited about it! and incase you are interested, I will be commissioned by the Church at Brookhills on July 18. They have three services... 9, 11, and 6. I would love for my friends and family to be there.
I suppose that's it for now.
Macedonia Update
Originally, my plan was to come home for about two weeks between training and leaving for Macedonia. Unofficially, my plans have changed. My partner and I have been invited to leave straight from training. Our team will be ready for us then, and we feel that it would make our transition easier. This was a hard decision to come to, both for us and our families. However, we trust that the Lord has his guiding hand on us. Please be praying for us! I am not counting or anything, but training starts in 2 months and 1 day. I am so excited about what lies ahead! I will do my best to start coordinating my update list soon! Stay tuned.
Radical Salvation
"[The gospel] ...demands and enables us to turn from our sin, to take up our cross, to die to ourselves, and to follow Jesus. These are the terms and phrases we see in the Bible. And salvation now consists of a deep wrestling in our souls with the sinfulness of our hearts, the depth of our depravity, and the desperation of our need for his grace. Jesus is no longer one to be accepted or invited in but one who is infinitely worthy of our immediate and total surrender... We are saved from our sins by a free gift of grace, something that only God can do in us and that we cannot manufacture ourselves. But that gift of grace involves the gift of a new heart. New desires. New longings. For the first time, we want God. We see our need for him, and we love him. We seek after him, and we find him, and we discover that he is indeed the great reward of our salvation. We realize that we are saved not just to be forgiven of our sins, but we are saved to know God. So we yearn for him. We want him so much that we abandon everything else to experience him. This is the only proper response to the revelation of God in the gospel." -Radical, David Platt
Cancer of the Soul
I have heard it said that sin is cancer of the soul.
The most precious thing to me, is the way Keith cares for Teresa. I can't imagine the heartache he must feel for his wife. He knows her better than anyone. He knew her before she walked with the Lord and he knew her before she had cancer. He watched her change from someone who was dead in her sin into someone who was given new life in Christ. He watched her change from someone with a perfectly healthy body into someone who was weakend and disabled by cancer. Her life in Christ and her battle with cancer seem to be oppostites -one a picture of renewal and one a picture of wasting away. The only difference though, is the realm in which they occur. Cancer is a physical picture of a spiritual battle. This spiritual battle occurs within the heart of every human being. It's our battle with sin. Sin truly is cancer of the soul.
For the husband is the
head of the wife as Christ
is the head of the church,
his body, of which he is the Savior.
-Ephesians 5:23
If cancer and sin are the same -one physcial, and one spiritual, I imagine Jesus must feel the same way for his Church as Keith feels for his wife. The Church is Christ's bride like Teresa is Keith's bride. The cancer that is invading Teresa's body is like the sin that is invading Christ's Church, both cause sickness and destruction to the body. The physical body and the body of believers.
Sin is destruction.
As Keith is broken over his wife's sickness, so Christ is broken over our sickness. As Keith, out of his deep love, exhausts himself to protect and care for Teresa, so Christ, out of his deep love, exhausts himself to protect and care for us. The difference there is, Christ exhausted himself to the point of death. The hard truth is, unless you believe that God has intervened and sent Christ to die for your sin, sin will take your life.
Only Christ can bring life.
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though
outwardly we are wasting away, yet
inwardly we are being renewed day by day.
-2 Corinthians 4:16
Basking in His Mercy
I had the priviledge of spending the day with a sweet, new friend. The journeyman going to Macedonia with me came to Birmingham. Hannah is her name. She has such a sweet and gentle countenance. I am excited to see what the Lord has in store for us. I think we will be good friends and I am very thankful for that. Hannah met with a former journeyman to Macedonia a few weeks ago. She gave Hannah a cd of the songs she listened to while she was there. The first song was written by one of her friends after visiting Macedonia. I think the words are beautiful and paint such a great picture of what it will be like:
She sits across the table. Stares in my eyes.
Her whole life, her uncertainty, she's trying to disguise.
How could You move over coffee and words from a sinner's lips and an unknown tongue?
I beg You to move passed my unworthiness, for this could be her only chance.
Only You. Yes, only You can move in me.
As Hannah and I were talking today, we came to the conclusion that our lives are about to change drastically. I think reality has set in a little bit for both of us. We are going to be the outsiders, looked at like we are strange, and undoubtedly struggle understanding what's being said around us. It will not be something we can come home from when it gets tough. That's our life for the next 2 years. It will be a great challenge, but I can't even begin to imagine how amazing the Lord will prove to be. Neither of us planned on going to Macedonia, but it is undeniably from Him. I can't help but bask in His precious mercy today. Oh what joy there is to be found in the presence of the Lord!
Childlike Faith and a Broken Wing
Katelynn is on Spring break this week. We spent most of the morning sitting on the couch watching Spongebob. We were minding our own business when all of a sudden, we heard a loud thud. Something hit the glass door and fell to the ground. It startled us, so we both ran over to the door to see what it was. Lying on the porch was a little, yellow finch. My automatic response was, "Just leave him be, there's nothing we can do for him. He's not going to make it." Katelynn was bound and determined to help the little guy though. She was banging around trying to find her old Hermit Crab cage. Very annoyed, I yelled at her and kept insisting that there was nothing she could do. She was adamant though. She said, "You don't believe that God can heal him and I do, so I am going to help him!"
She put a towel in the cage, some bird seed, then went to get some gloves. I thought, "I might as well help her before she hurts herself, or further injures the poor bird." So, we got the bird in the cage and headed to Petco. We had planned to go to Old Navy so Katelynn could buy clothes with the money she had saved up. However, she decided to buy stuff to help the bird instead. She named him Oscarr De La Hoya. Well, she came up with Oscarr and I came up with De La Hoya. She bought him a heater, some baby bird food, and a syringe. We took him into the garage and got his new living space all situated. Then we held him and fed him out of the little syringe. He would swallow some food, then fling his head around to clean off his beak. He got bird food all over our clothes. It was actually kind of cute. I must say, he is a sweet little bird. He can't fly, but he seems to be okay otherwise.
Oh the lessons I learn from a 12 year old. She has childlike faith, such compassion, and was willing to sacrifice her savings for that helpless little bird. I am glad that while I was flailing around, paralyzed by my sin, the Lord didn't look at me and say, "Just let her be, there's nothing that can be done. She's not going to make it." Instead, he had compassion for me. He sacrificed himself for me. He saved me.
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